Live my life to the fullest

Hi, everybody. It's been over than a month that I have taken down notes of my experience. Well, it doesn't mean that if i don't write anything, nothing extraordinary happen to me. In fact, I have been through significant turning points. Don't worry, I will write them later. For today, I got a message for my life, "Live my life to the fullest."

I can't remember since when my life became so dull. It's like I didn't have any more spirit to do something big, to excel myself, to plan my future and even to study for school. I just took everything in raw and wanted not to process it. I saw my life going by. Day by day, night after night, I live a life like that. Moreover, recently I think I can live without the I.

I spent yesterday for friends, today for my desire and tomorrow for fun. What an enjoyable life I had.

I was kept having fun until yesterday I realized that there is something wrong with my life. Indeed, I did not know what's wrong and then I asked.

An answer came this morning. I am created not for myself but for the I. If I am living a life like this it's for me and not for Him. I should change.

I was reminded too about the workers who had been given 5 minas, 2 minas and 1 mina. The worker with 5 came back with 10. The worker with 2 brought back 4 minas. And the one who only had one mina return without multiplicating the mina and he was condemned. But, today I learnt not from the one with one mina but from the ones with 5 and 2 minas.

They both had similarities. They worked and they got a return of 100%. 5 x 2 = 10. 2 x 2 = 4.
Though the amount of mina trusted for them was not the same one was as productive as the other.

100% profit? It's quite impossible to be realized for these days. A SMART goal with 100% profit is also too crazy. But this is what the I desired and it is possible. If not, He would not made an example like that.

He wants our life to profit him 100% and not just 30% or 50% or 80% or 99.9%. It's 100% of my best that I should offer Him.

I know it will not be easy to do so. But the most important thing for now is I got the spirit to 100%. And now I don't have time to waste. Everymoment is precious.