The Hand Lifted Me Up (Part 1)

Today I woke up quite early, about one or two o'clock in the morning. Well, I planned to wake up earlier actually; like on 10 o'clock the day before. I still had to finish a lot of things, I knew. And these whole project assignments, reports and reflections really drove me crazy.

Yesterday, I slept at seven in the evening. The main reason why I went to bed so soon was my tummy. I was so hungry but so lazy to cook anything and then the smart thought came by. I was like thinking that I could sleep first for about one or two hours and wake up before eight. I hoped that Ko Budi would get home late and thus cook the dinner late and I could eat together with him without cooking. That was so smart and mean of me. =).

But, I am sure you all know the fact, I could not wake up at eight. The sleepingsmarty was overslept. The bed, the blanket, and the air were so attractive that made me more unwilling to step down on the floor and let the comfort get away from my body. I stayed in bed for hours till I knew it was one and I should get my things done.

First thing to do was my dinner, my dearest tummy really demanded me for the delay in the delivery. The dinner was no longer dinner, it turned to a breakfast. Pancakes without anything were put in the one-minute-set microwave and I drank my tasty, addictive banana milk. In three seconds the banana milk was gone. As far as I could remember, I finished one liter of the milk in one day. What a milk.

The pancakes were ready and I brought it upstairs, to my messy-cute room. I had decided to have my dinfast (dinner-breakfast) and the assignment together. I opened mozzila of course, not internet explorer, and tried to open my e-mail. I waited for so long, but it kept loading. And suddenly, "the address is not found" display appeared. What a day! How could I do everything without internet? I needed to submit it before 8.30 this morning!

That was the first one. Later on, after I calmed myself down, I started to do other assignment. It was my report for the leadership workshop. In this report, I was asked several questions about myself, my personality, my dream job and things like that. And it really took me sometime to answer those personal questions and moreover it would be put on my portfolio. And in a time, I got stuck and had no intention to continue finishing that, since it was a lot.

To refresh my mind, I went back to my tummy. I took a pistolete bread, cheese and beef. I ate again. The second breakfast was quite good, except it was too hot and the cheese was too melted and the bread was too soft. It was my mistake to put them in the microwave. Do not try it.

As I am going back again to my room, I found that the internet connection was there. I was like thanking God for it. I looked at my watch, it showed 4 o'clock already. Time flies. Then without hesitating, I opened my mail and started working on my project; I had 4 hours to go. \

The assignment was not that hard but the bed and the blanket always asked me to quit my job and went back to them. I hate that. Even more, today I would have a very long day. I got a seminar from the first period until the ninth's . Only thinking about it made me out of my mood and losing my control. I said to the Invisible, "I do not want to pass today. I want to be free. I want to sleep." But still, my feeling got worst. Thus, I forced myself to do everything as quick as possible and done before the deadline.

To be continued...